greetings my loved one... thank u for experiencing the terror with me ehehe Never apologise for shitening the kuraken cameo was basically for u anyway <3 a reflection of being unable to communicate whats most important to the people you care about the most....for shiraishi as is for yuki i think this is rly the 201 complex free zone thesis like its close enough of a friendship to allow for that kind of trust and reliance but not so close that they cant actually talk to e/o anymore... the kusodeka kanjou of their respective intrateam relationships vs the ease of what they have and can express within 201
its soooo fucked up how rikkai try so so hard and yuki KNOWS they are trying but its not good enough bc the onlyyy thing yuki ever commanded of them was victory and they could not give him this so he had to do it himself and then HE could not give himself this either. its not their fault and it shouldnt be their fault but it is because ultimately they all betrayed him not just once but in every possible way YEAH... YEAH.....😂 its really like. It wasnt enough but it was enough but it wasnt but it was..... U know? yuki as yuki, yuki as the garden, yuki as rikkai
the years that sanada and then yanagi and then rikkai have given to yuki may have failed this time but it wont run out so easily and even if nothing can be exactly as it was again they can still try again because rikkai are still with him and even when they all leave theyll still be with him... this litr killed me dead instantly i have nothing to respond with. yuki is so not done with rikkai yet tho they still have a nats to win in high school!! TO me.
ik canon basically handwaves the speed of yukis recovery processes but i srsly cannot begin to imagine how much pain he must have undergone going from at least half a yr w/o practising (let alone recovering from an operation for an illness that literally destroyed his nerves) to nationals standard in such a short span of time... the muscular atrophy and the technique degradation he would have had to overcome TTT___TTT my personal hc is that he isnt fully recovered by nats and thats why he seems to be only benchcoaching/not on the lineup for the earlier rounds. the numbed parallel between kiri's physical pain (for rikkai) and yuki's (for rikkai, but also for himself because HE is rikkai) YES thank u for picking up on this one its like the fucked up replication of what yuki goes thru in kirihara... the way it is for kirihara but also for rikkai. but yuki is rikkai but kirihara WILL BE rikkai it is all like connected. this like incredible incredible act of love given in such a brutal way. which is how rikkai are! im glad u see the ykak vision my belovedest 2pickkk TTTTTTTTTT kirihara dies for the sin of his own weakness and then yuki dies for the sin of kiriharas weakness and so on. troika x kirihara... 😣😣😣😣😣😣😣 sanakiri british doubles yet another beloved example of epic gesture of care and mentorship and belief that simply is not communicated to kirihara at all...
STOP IM SO FLATTERED OMFG <33333 it is my favourite set of lines from this fic but icb u thought it was worthy of like ms gluck herself.... 😣😣 thank u most kindly for this extremely generous comment i am really TTTTT ILY.... THANK U FOR SEEING MY TENNIS VISIONS <3
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its soooo fucked up how rikkai try so so hard and yuki KNOWS they are trying but its not good enough bc the onlyyy thing yuki ever commanded of them was victory and they could not give him this so he had to do it himself and then HE could not give himself this either. its not their fault and it shouldnt be their fault but it is because ultimately they all betrayed him not just once but in every possible way YEAH... YEAH.....😂 its really like. It wasnt enough but it was enough but it wasnt but it was..... U know? yuki as yuki, yuki as the garden, yuki as rikkai
the years that sanada and then yanagi and then rikkai have given to yuki may have failed this time but it wont run out so easily and even if nothing can be exactly as it was again they can still try again because rikkai are still with him and even when they all leave theyll still be with him... this litr killed me dead instantly i have nothing to respond with. yuki is so not done with rikkai yet tho they still have a nats to win in high school!! TO me.
ik canon basically handwaves the speed of yukis recovery processes but i srsly cannot begin to imagine how much pain he must have undergone going from at least half a yr w/o practising (let alone recovering from an operation for an illness that literally destroyed his nerves) to nationals standard in such a short span of time... the muscular atrophy and the technique degradation he would have had to overcome TTT___TTT my personal hc is that he isnt fully recovered by nats and thats why he seems to be only benchcoaching/not on the lineup for the earlier rounds. the numbed parallel between kiri's physical pain (for rikkai) and yuki's (for rikkai, but also for himself because HE is rikkai) YES thank u for picking up on this one its like the fucked up replication of what yuki goes thru in kirihara... the way it is for kirihara but also for rikkai. but yuki is rikkai but kirihara WILL BE rikkai it is all like connected. this like incredible incredible act of love given in such a brutal way. which is how rikkai are! im glad u see the ykak vision my belovedest 2pickkk TTTTTTTTTT kirihara dies for the sin of his own weakness and then yuki dies for the sin of kiriharas weakness and so on. troika x kirihara... 😣😣😣😣😣😣😣 sanakiri british doubles yet another beloved example of epic gesture of care and mentorship and belief that simply is not communicated to kirihara at all...
STOP IM SO FLATTERED OMFG <33333 it is my favourite set of lines from this fic but icb u thought it was worthy of like ms gluck herself.... 😣😣 thank u most kindly for this extremely generous comment i am really TTTTT ILY.... THANK U FOR SEEING MY TENNIS VISIONS <3