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ash ([personal profile] rhodochrosite) wrote 2021-05-22 01:06 am (UTC)

😭ive been trying to find correlations between my ships for like 5 years and this longass post isnt even comprehensive (eg did not know where to put Horrible tropey cliche ya supernatural bad boy het romances) so um.. good luck connecting the dots! tho u did do a lot of dot connecting here

i think i like simultaneously love and hate disrupting power dynamics, im very invested in maintaining power structures but i also like tragedy lol... surprised u pointed out leader x lancer as interesting to you because that one is the most Ultimate Maintenance Of Power Structure to me moreso than even leader x 2ic which i think is best when the ideological tensions grow too strained for the 2ic to keep repressing whereas the lancer is only antagonistic on the surface and very invested in loyalty underneath. but yes fully agree any degree of haterism is so romantic :')

'going from not knowing each other to Knowing each other' ctfu i think this is the central point of our divergence in tastes bc my central interest as memoryfucker9000 is the reverse i love when there is nothing instead of something. i dont like childhood friends as a trope so its kind of just there as window dressing to make the current state of haterism more compelling to me Because of always looking backwards to the shared past rather than looking towards some shared future.. wow maybe WE are the narrative foils in question i feel like all our differences in opinion come down to me liking distance and you liking proximity. even the different reasons for liking selfcest etc youre seeing it as someone else knowing you and im seeing it as you knowing yourself

im also very easily influenced by my faves faves but im not really sure at what stage that happens ie whether its before or after i independently(?) make my picks but i thinkkkk once again im the opposite to you i 2pick first and then look for the narrative links... its kind of obscured by the way i have consistent fave patterns even if not ship patterns and also the way im mostly into fpf franchises with huge ensemble casts that do have heaps of highranker interax anyway so its a bit of a chicken and egg situation lol. i love people who fuck when they shouldnt as well but probably for different reasons to you i havent really thought about this in depth 🤔 i think the draw for me would have to be like the specific reason why they shouldnt rather than the general transgressive nature of the act

hmmmm ancillary justice reread coming this winter break then...

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