its making me so mad that that jmrn fmv got deleted because i remember it also had a really embarrassing title but it was so embarrassing i never tweeted about it and now i cant remember what it was anymore dfkjhgkdjfdg. also CRIES i did assume the grown up grown apart happy ending was like a timeline reset of some kind but I See.. and it really is i love you more than youll ever know For Real because they dont even know each other(?) in this au T___T utada hikaru's eva songs all go sooooo fucking hard