[mix] i don't love you & i can kill anything

[rhodochrosite]

i made this playlist in march after regrettably going off the deep end about tpw and it has literally provided me with 9 months worth of rotations now... originally about altan/rin but the intense fucked up powerdynamicky mentorship energy was like 1 to 1 transferable onto 3demons/kirihara so it doubles up as a tennis playlist for me as well for free. i wish spotify had a track annotation feature like 8tracks, but since it doesn't, i will simply do it here on dreamwidth instead:



i don't love you & i can kill anything

and though
the firestorm will consume, soon enough, everything, it seems
for the moment this will go on. as if indefinitely. as if without
cause.

i. love sick - sleigh bells
when i heard you were still alive / i must admit, i laughed, i cried // what a thrill, love is a contact sport // there's a heart in my chest where a hole used to be / there's a hole in my chest where a heart used to be

ii. succexy - metric

lonesome for no one when / the room was empty, and / war as we knew it was obsolete / nothing could beat complete denial

iii. prom night - anamanaguchi
i could be lying next to anyone / but i'm still thinking of you / you're like the lighter to my cigarette / can't set the flame without you // wanna be in this fantasy all night with you

iv. propane nightmares - pendulum

much too weak to jump yourself / heal the wounds or crack the shell // in a trail of fire i know we will be free again / in the end we will be one / in a trail of fire i’ll burn before you bury me / set your sights for the sun

v. prelude 12/21 - afi

this is what i brought you, this you can keep / this is what i brought, you may forget me / i promise to depart, just promise one thing

vi. eyes on fire - blue foundation

i'll seek you out, flay you alive / one more word and you won't survive // i won't soothe your pain / i won't ease your strain

vii. the conductor - afi

strike down now, shake their frail beliefs / and make them newborn believers // and if they didn't drain your life / i'll become your conductor

viii. wrath of god - crystal castles
they'll strip you of your heritage

ix. forgiveness - alice glass
it's the way of love / the bullet understands // i'm the same as you, i have nothing

x. the mother we share - chvrches
we've come as far / as we're ever gonna get // into the night for once / we're the only ones left / i bet you even know / where we could go

xi. breathing underwater - metric
they were right when they said / we should never meet our heroes // nights are days / we beat a path through the mirrored maze / i can see the end / but it hasn't happened yet

xii. black out days (future islands remix) - phantogram

hide the sun / i will leave your face out of my mind // if i could paint the sky / would all the stars be shining bloody red? // i'm hearing voices all the time and they're not mine / i'm hearing voices and they're haunting my mind

xiii. young legends - sleigh bells
love lost without the captain / take your time, you always act like / world war four is knocking right at your door // young legends die all the time / but i don't mind, don't close your eyes / don't say goodbye

xiv. cascades - metric
don't be afraid when i'm gone / keep whatever it is / that's compelling you on

xv. sunset - deemo
[instrumental]

Comments

[markohmark]

ASHHH!!! i haven't listened to the playlist yet but i have it saved for later ;;AA;; already the lyrics uve chosen are Getting to me... maybe i will become a strong rin/altan shipper. maybe

i dont know many of these songs but it's nice to see chvrches reinterpreted in a new context and also these lyrics GOT TO ME... my fav is they were right when they said / we should never meet our heroes // nights are days / we beat a path through the mirrored maze / i can see the end / but it hasn't happened yet... tysm for this tpw content ash n___n

[rhodochrosite]

wahh i hope u enjoy shakti and thank YOU for ur tpw dw posting!! sorry in advance about my questionable taste in music lmao... i do genuinely only listen to one band which is metric but luckily their lyrics are always endlessly applicable to everything 😥 breathing underwater is perfect for a kind of kind of not disillusioned mentorship dynamic

[maritimo]

this playlist slaps. thank you

[rhodochrosite]

😃😃😃 thank u for listening!!!

[latespring]

oooooh i loved this and listening through it afterwards!! the lyrics it's the way of love / the bullet understands // i'm the same as you, i have nothing particularly sniped me from space.... i still haven't read tpw but rotating these songs to tenipuri characters was very fun

[rhodochrosite]

oh im v happy you liked this!! my current passion in life is linking everything i have previously thought about to tennis in some way im glad the vibes were working for you <3 mentorships that involve vast amounts of harm as well as help are so good...