[commentary] antithesis / synthesis

omg the feeling of finally posting this fic is incomparable... i haven't reread it since i hit post so idk if my feelings about it will change but i am currently rly proud of myself haha this is the longest oneshot i've ever written (unseating rtfbt) and the first one over 20k so i'm happy i hit this milestone for a nahyuck fic!! i put a lot of effort into making this one Good and getting it beta read and actually editing it as opposed to slam dunking onto ao3 and clicking post without preview as soon as i finished typing the last word T_T i really wanted to do my vision justice... Do It For The Nahyucklesbs etc but i think it was worth it overall? hopefully this will be a fic i still like upon reread and feel that i did well with
( this is SO long sorry )