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無我の境地: CHARACTER SONG LYRIC TINHATTERYの極み
Dec. 5th, 2020 03:10 pmonce when i was in year 7 i finished a maths exam like an hour early so i wrote out a line by line analysis on my working out paper of how losing your memory - ryan star related to hit exo fic anterograde tomorrow by lj user changdictator. this is that but slightly less delusional because the songs in question really are about what i’m saying they’re about, but i am also definitely looking at this through ship goggles so ymmv. tinhatting to lyrics it’s fun free and easy! tenipuri duets are OUT tenipuri solo songs that are just short of explicitly about the other half of my ship are IN
anyway it’s pretty great that my tennis otp have songs about each other!! these are both about the CHILD OF GOD VS EMPEROR friendly fire match at u17 and reflecting on the changes in their relationship since they met/fell in love at age four to now, through the ordeal of yukimura’s illness and through their defeat at nationals. both songs are like “i won’t hold back even though it’s you—no, because it’s you” but the thing that kills me the most is that yukimura’s perspective is like wistfully letting go of sanada and encouraging him to cure himself of his henchman disease while sanada’s perspective is doggedly clinging on to the dream he and yukimura built together and giving the entirety of himself over to it…
the real tragedy of sanayuki is that they assume they know each other really well and for the most part it’s fine because the pressure of yukimura’s will is immense and sanada is more than willing to bow to it usually but they’re fundamentally mistaken about some extremely important things, like what the other person is willing to do for victory, and that keeps breaking their hearts when it comes up as a point of friction between them. and also because of this assumption they like… never talk… or they talk but they aren’t communicating properly even though they think they are. rt ciel: mismatched everything 😥 it’s okay though because i truly do believe they’re in love and they’ll figure it out eventually
( if ship not canon why sing angstily about each other )
anyway it’s pretty great that my tennis otp have songs about each other!! these are both about the CHILD OF GOD VS EMPEROR friendly fire match at u17 and reflecting on the changes in their relationship since they met/fell in love at age four to now, through the ordeal of yukimura’s illness and through their defeat at nationals. both songs are like “i won’t hold back even though it’s you—no, because it’s you” but the thing that kills me the most is that yukimura’s perspective is like wistfully letting go of sanada and encouraging him to cure himself of his henchman disease while sanada’s perspective is doggedly clinging on to the dream he and yukimura built together and giving the entirety of himself over to it…
the real tragedy of sanayuki is that they assume they know each other really well and for the most part it’s fine because the pressure of yukimura’s will is immense and sanada is more than willing to bow to it usually but they’re fundamentally mistaken about some extremely important things, like what the other person is willing to do for victory, and that keeps breaking their hearts when it comes up as a point of friction between them. and also because of this assumption they like… never talk… or they talk but they aren’t communicating properly even though they think they are. rt ciel: mismatched everything 😥 it’s okay though because i truly do believe they’re in love and they’ll figure it out eventually
( if ship not canon why sing angstily about each other )
