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Nov. 6th, 2021 10:21 ammy fic and dw plans for the foreseeable future... i am basically a full time dreamwidth poster at this stage but i promise i am trying not to let my ao3 accounts die.
NCT
jaemren tennis - I KNOW, I KNOW, it's been more than a year, i've even received canonical tennis visuals in the meantime... i just need to like sit down and focus and bang out the last 5k but writing anything longer than 2k is really killing me lately even though technically i have everything i need to finish (visual insp, relationship arc, main story beats...) but i WILL finish this fic even if i die!!! i want to be able to explain my specific jmrn coworkers thesis in fic form via tennis as a conduit.
markren superhero x supervillain au - i have like 800 words of grievously injured supervillain renjun breaking into superhero mark's apartment and idk if i want to keep going. if this sounds familiar it's because i started it, decided i actually wanted to write jmrn pwp and ended up with waiting for you to move on which is like Dark And Edgy au of this wip which is more umm romcom in tone. i do think wound care is the most romantic thing in the universe and i miss writing the trope... maybe i can slot it into tennisfic instead...
jaemjen musicians au wip amnesty - i have been meaning to wip amnesty this for a literal year, i literally have it all loaded into a privated dw post but i fucked up the html and every time i go to fix it i open the post and instantly die at the 7k of unformatted words i need to sort out. so. i will get to that... eventually.
TENIPURI
yukiniou post world cup - i need to finish the last part of my 3byuki series and i have a really strong image of the scene and the atmosphere i want to convey but in order to figure out the specifics of what they are actually saying to each other i'll need to canon review evil the movie + the prequel/sequel stories and i deeply deeply do not want to do that.
oshikoto futurefic - watching magic kaito in august made me reobsessed with the dynamic of two people having a workplace power struggle over someone they both consider to be Their Person... and i miss writing tinhet fic as well and i want to make my future hyotei manager kotoha vision a reality and i haven't even properly written any managerfic for tennis yet. and also hyotei bureaucracy and hierarchy tensions are so funny to me because oshitari does not give a fuck about them but is stuck in the middle of atobe and kotoha's jurisdictional battles anyway.
DETECTIVE CONAN
fic
ryebourbon -> akam pwp - originally was going to be in 2 parts with pt 1 in the past bourbon gets sex pollened -> rye rescues him but refuses to fuck him, pt 2 in the present/slightly future amuro gets sex pollened -> akai rescues him but they do fuck this time. however i just wrote jmrn sex pollen with like exactly the same dynamic so now idrk what to do lol i keep cannibalising my own ideas... i might convert this one to a/b/o.
amuro talks to akemi in a dream - i have a bunch of melodramatic dialogue in a sticky note... i want to see amuro and akemi talk about things that are not akai and things that are akai. my plan was to not refer to akemi by name but just make it super obvious he's talking to akemi though it's unclear whether it's a dream/hallucination or if he's really talking to akemi's ghost but partway through i realised this is literally just exactly the same as the jaemren scene in my nahyuck pacrim fic so now i'm stalled on this one too i really am the least creative person in the world.
meta
ryebourbon thesis - i want to explain my specific vision for ryebourbon (aka why i don't think they fucked but it's literally sexier of them to be like that) because i'm like soapboxing about it every few days on twitter and i really should just collate all my thoughts in one place. unrelatedly why is it so hard to romanise ライバボ in a way that is recognisable as ryebourbon... it's so annoying to type out both their names in english all the time. better start calling them forgivenshipping...
top 10 ops/eds - the post is done, i just wanted to embed the actual ops and eds into the post but that would require separately downloading them and hosting them somewhere and that is just so much effort.
vol. 84+85 AR conversation tinhat analysis - i meant to do this when i posted my secret 4 and secret 5 analyses but i forgot. it shouldn't take too long though and i always have many things to say about akam so i'll probably write this one very soon.
movie ranking - i have 6 movies left (+ a scarlet bullet rewatch with eng subs to make sure i comprehended it properly) until i've seen them all and then i will unleash my comprehensive review and ranking of all of them. spoiler #1 is going to be the darkest nightmare.
omegaverse assignations - i think it would be funny, mostly just stuck on kaito's.
akam manifesto - i wrote up the general outline + a few dot points and it's already 1.5k so i think trying to elaborate on all of my thoughts in sufficient detail will take like 20k and i just don't have that kind of energy within me. also the pixiv dictionary entry is so good and comprehensive i don't really feel the need to write up my own manifesto anymore... maybe i'll just translate it instead lol.
MISC
elite killer clique thesis - i've been drafting this for months lmao i want to post about my favourite group ensemble dynamic, which is essentially villain organisations. also i want to give myself the opportunity to explain how much i hate f**nd f*m*ly as a phrase.
maiden thesis - after discussing with maidenism professors niz and ciel i want to explain my own views on my favourite character type of all time ie MAIDENS. i plan to go through the traits i consider fundamental to maidens, ancillary traits that commonly occur but i don't think of as compulsory, the two primary subtypes of maiden and their subsubtypes, and ofc my fave examples of maidens.
NCT
jaemren tennis - I KNOW, I KNOW, it's been more than a year, i've even received canonical tennis visuals in the meantime... i just need to like sit down and focus and bang out the last 5k but writing anything longer than 2k is really killing me lately even though technically i have everything i need to finish (visual insp, relationship arc, main story beats...) but i WILL finish this fic even if i die!!! i want to be able to explain my specific jmrn coworkers thesis in fic form via tennis as a conduit.
markren superhero x supervillain au - i have like 800 words of grievously injured supervillain renjun breaking into superhero mark's apartment and idk if i want to keep going. if this sounds familiar it's because i started it, decided i actually wanted to write jmrn pwp and ended up with waiting for you to move on which is like Dark And Edgy au of this wip which is more umm romcom in tone. i do think wound care is the most romantic thing in the universe and i miss writing the trope... maybe i can slot it into tennisfic instead...
jaemjen musicians au wip amnesty - i have been meaning to wip amnesty this for a literal year, i literally have it all loaded into a privated dw post but i fucked up the html and every time i go to fix it i open the post and instantly die at the 7k of unformatted words i need to sort out. so. i will get to that... eventually.
TENIPURI
yukiniou post world cup - i need to finish the last part of my 3byuki series and i have a really strong image of the scene and the atmosphere i want to convey but in order to figure out the specifics of what they are actually saying to each other i'll need to canon review evil the movie + the prequel/sequel stories and i deeply deeply do not want to do that.
oshikoto futurefic - watching magic kaito in august made me reobsessed with the dynamic of two people having a workplace power struggle over someone they both consider to be Their Person... and i miss writing tinhet fic as well and i want to make my future hyotei manager kotoha vision a reality and i haven't even properly written any managerfic for tennis yet. and also hyotei bureaucracy and hierarchy tensions are so funny to me because oshitari does not give a fuck about them but is stuck in the middle of atobe and kotoha's jurisdictional battles anyway.
DETECTIVE CONAN
fic
ryebourbon -> akam pwp - originally was going to be in 2 parts with pt 1 in the past bourbon gets sex pollened -> rye rescues him but refuses to fuck him, pt 2 in the present/slightly future amuro gets sex pollened -> akai rescues him but they do fuck this time. however i just wrote jmrn sex pollen with like exactly the same dynamic so now idrk what to do lol i keep cannibalising my own ideas... i might convert this one to a/b/o.
amuro talks to akemi in a dream - i have a bunch of melodramatic dialogue in a sticky note... i want to see amuro and akemi talk about things that are not akai and things that are akai. my plan was to not refer to akemi by name but just make it super obvious he's talking to akemi though it's unclear whether it's a dream/hallucination or if he's really talking to akemi's ghost but partway through i realised this is literally just exactly the same as the jaemren scene in my nahyuck pacrim fic so now i'm stalled on this one too i really am the least creative person in the world.
meta
ryebourbon thesis - i want to explain my specific vision for ryebourbon (aka why i don't think they fucked but it's literally sexier of them to be like that) because i'm like soapboxing about it every few days on twitter and i really should just collate all my thoughts in one place. unrelatedly why is it so hard to romanise ライバボ in a way that is recognisable as ryebourbon... it's so annoying to type out both their names in english all the time. better start calling them forgivenshipping...
top 10 ops/eds - the post is done, i just wanted to embed the actual ops and eds into the post but that would require separately downloading them and hosting them somewhere and that is just so much effort.
vol. 84+85 AR conversation tinhat analysis - i meant to do this when i posted my secret 4 and secret 5 analyses but i forgot. it shouldn't take too long though and i always have many things to say about akam so i'll probably write this one very soon.
movie ranking - i have 6 movies left (+ a scarlet bullet rewatch with eng subs to make sure i comprehended it properly) until i've seen them all and then i will unleash my comprehensive review and ranking of all of them. spoiler #1 is going to be the darkest nightmare.
omegaverse assignations - i think it would be funny, mostly just stuck on kaito's.
akam manifesto - i wrote up the general outline + a few dot points and it's already 1.5k so i think trying to elaborate on all of my thoughts in sufficient detail will take like 20k and i just don't have that kind of energy within me. also the pixiv dictionary entry is so good and comprehensive i don't really feel the need to write up my own manifesto anymore... maybe i'll just translate it instead lol.
MISC
elite killer clique thesis - i've been drafting this for months lmao i want to post about my favourite group ensemble dynamic, which is essentially villain organisations. also i want to give myself the opportunity to explain how much i hate f**nd f*m*ly as a phrase.
maiden thesis - after discussing with maidenism professors niz and ciel i want to explain my own views on my favourite character type of all time ie MAIDENS. i plan to go through the traits i consider fundamental to maidens, ancillary traits that commonly occur but i don't think of as compulsory, the two primary subtypes of maiden and their subsubtypes, and ofc my fave examples of maidens.
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Date: 2021-11-10 12:56 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2021-11-10 05:45 am (UTC)also i am completely unaware of what ryobourbon entails but i'm excited to see ur analysis!! that dynamic sounds so fun!!
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Date: 2021-11-10 09:04 am (UTC)i just posted the ryebourbon post i mentioned but its ummm probably kind of incomprehensible due to being a massive essay about rival spies who operate under several layers of fake identities and sublimated emotions skdjfgskfdjgskfd if you do end up reading it i hope its enjoyable!!! its a very spicy dynamic ^^
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Date: 2021-11-25 04:39 am (UTC)oooh that's so interesting that u like bitchy cliquey energy... i like it when it's toffee level sweet but reluctant allies sounds so fun !! do u have any recs for that?
LOL i read it when it came out and it was v interesting though w/o context im just like shaking pompoms and going yeah !! this sounds cool !! the fealtykink of it all.... it was indeed enjoyable and im going 2 reread it again
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