[mix] fate / retribution

[rhodochrosite]

instead of writing my akam manifesto either in fic form or meta form i made a playlist about it. yes half these songs have been on previous mixes but it's not my fault that everything i like is exactly the same... what i look like trying not to put black out days (future islands remix) - phantogram on Yet Another mix... anyway doom is the most romantic thing in the world!!!

fate / retribution
i've known his face for a very long time. there's no way i could be mistaken.

PART 1: A GREAT DEAL OF ANTIPATHY (RYE/BOURBON)
i. the void - metric
all night, like a child / i stayed up to prove / i can keep up with you

ii. swim - chase atlantic
you picked a dance with the devil and you lucked out / the water's getting colder

iii. repetition - purity ring
i will watch your lips curve in a smooth combat / make your way in through my tears and i'll relax // watching me is like watching the fire take your eyes from you

iv. killshot (slowed + reverb) - magdalena bay
if i wanna stay alive / you should never cross my mind

v. bitter rivals - sleigh bells
it was the best of times, it was the worst of times // point a gun at the mirror / heart so dark, makes dirt look clean


PART 2: THE MAN I HATE ENOUGH TO KILL (AKAI/BOURBON)
vi. chimera - hana
fire in my lungs, the blood is soon to run // say i couldn't hurt you, well of course i can

vii. white foxes - susanne sundfor
and oh, i wish to god that the earth would turn cold / and my heart would forget it's made of glass // i'll go out and hunt the hidden dome

viii. hit me where it hurts - caroline polachek
blind spot / achilles heel / longshot / left field

ix. caught up - sights & sounds, nicole dollanganger
i made up my mind / too caught up to find the wits to bail / draining all the blood out of you

x. gun - chvrches
i have burned your bridges / i will be a gun / and it's you i'll come for


PART 3: BUT THIS ISN'T THE FIRST TIME WE'VE MET (OKIYA/AMURO)
xi. love in the dark - yacht
our bodies, they returned again and turned again // i'd sell you out to get you in the dark // can you feel my heart beating into your future?

xii. sugarcane - sleigh bells
sugarcane burns the same when it touches the heat // hurricane always came when the season's complete

xiii. you only live twice - radiation city
don't think of the danger or the stranger is gone / this dream is for you, so pay the price // you only live twice

xiv. love you back - metric
i'm gonna strip off this whitewash stain / it's a thin disguise that barely hides / your painted face that falls away // you're everyone i never had

xv. all mirrors (johnny jewel remix) - angel olsen
i've been watching all of my past repeating / there's no ending, and when i stop pretending / see you standing


PART 4: WHY DID YOU HELP ME? (AKAI/AMURO)
xvi. come alive - pendulum
eyes against your prism / caught you in the headlights // this time you'll know i'm here

xvii. despicable animal (moss of aura / future islands remix) - wye oak
if i say no to you, will i still go to you? // will i still shut you out? / will i eat all your ashes again?

xviii. the execution of all things - rilo kiley
i'd rather not celebrate / my defeat and humiliation here with you // sleep never comes to you / it's just the guilt and forever wakefulness of the weak / it's just you and me

xix. you lose - magdalena bay
only what's left of my pride / could fall for a lie // and you say that you trust in me / and i say that i disagree

xx. panic drills - sleigh bells
when i die, i'll sacrifice / more than enough for the afterlife / at the end of the war / what's mine is yours


PART 5: {  ?  } (AKAI/FURUYA)
xxi. yes-no - off course
can i hold you? / where is your heart right now?

xxii. aubergine - lady lamb
you, with the nape that holds my gaze / you, with the tongue that speaks my name / you, with the arms that keep me at length / you, with the heart that won't show its face

xxiii. storm song - phildel
i'll send a storm to capture your heart and bring you home // though i've said the worse things and i can't reverse things / secrets of the floor lay gambled in the doorway

xiv. making the most of the night - carly rae jepsen
i know you've had a rough time / but here i've come to hijack you

xv. past lives - borns
through all of my lives / i never thought i'd wait so long for you // so save that heart for me